he stalked her when the night fell like a black cloak,
so heavy even the moon was masked in the folds.
she was a pale star pressed to endless obsidian.
i'm not afraid of you, she whispered to the darkness.
said the rabbit to the wolf, the shadow replied,
his voice like a dagger unsheathing.
gather up your whispers,
we are through standing dew-eyed
like the doe drunk on meadow pollen
who has never tasted the sulfur crack
of a hunter's shot as it splits the air
and severs the silence;
we were not born to count the clouds
like sheep as they float by on heaven's vault
like lilies on a mirror-surface pond.
we have voices and we must raise them;
press our words to paper pages,
etch them in our parchment skin,
tell our tales to the ten-thousand winds
and listen as they circle back again,
lifting hearts in their carved bone cages,
sing souls the silky truth, and
unravel transcendence in tiny sips
until we understand
the sinking summer sun spilled scarlet
across the trees,
painted the sky sweet peach,
and pressed a last kiss of light
across our tangled limbs
as we swayed gently on the old porch swing.
blue paint chipped and curled
beneath our bare feet,
and a breath of wind made the chimes
dance madly, dipping and spinning
in the dying light.
you smelled of fresh hay
and cut grass, and a touch of the oil
that rested in grooves of your long fingers
as they pressed mine,
the even beat of your heart warm
beneath my cheek.
even now i remember the things we said
when we said nothing at all—
how a person can become
the meaning of
the bones have sung her doom.
she knew the end before it began.
she raises her blade—an invocation, an invitation,
a wry acknowledgement to Fate
and its sharp teeth.
she wears blood like a mantle
and the taste of iron on her tongue,
the winged whispers of ten-thousand souls
gathered on her shoulders.
soldiers lie scattered like breadcrumbs
before that beggar-bird Death,
and many more will fall before the day is done.
she has led them here, into the fire
and ash, knowing they will burn.
some things are worth ten-thousand souls.
she broke the crown upon his brow with a look, with eyes of ash and iron
and the smoke of the forge curling warm around his sepulcher heart.
the centuries and their sundry sorrows had long since scraped away
his soul song; he had grown used to the swelling silence
and the slow rasp of his steps as he paced his prison, sat upon his stone throne,
and traced the cracks in his waxen hands.
then she slipped into his bleak kingdom like the moon coyly unveiling herself
on a starless night, luminous, velvet-bright, a calla lily on black silk,
a soft serenade that slipped like a dagger between the bone cage of his ribs
and rolled him among t
oh, see i earn my keep by planting bones,
a field forever fallow!
i carve their cold beds from earth and stones,
hey-oh, to the worms we go!
just there is the berth of a soldier brave,
he never saw that last blow!
and there lies a penniless pauper's grave,
hey-oh, to the worms we go!
this graveyard's a good place to rest your heads,
all lined up neatly in a row!
old Tom'll tuck you up snug in your beds,
hey-oh, to the worms we go!
settle down, ghosties, it's time to sleep,
these beds here, we'll never outgrow!
your lullaby's the strike of a shovel deep,
hey-oh, to the worms we go!
the lady lays down her sword by Pailei, literature
Literature
the lady lays down her sword
fasten your hair with a golden pin,
fold your long limbs in the whisper of silk,
frame each scar and callous with emeralds green.
paint your lips the color of sin,
consort with others of your ilk,
forget your firm sword and its wicked gleam.
traverse the glittering lies of court,
trade your blade for arts more refined,
become another ghost in gold and rue.
evade the dreams of bitter blood sport,
for though you can leave the war behind,
you must know that it will never leave you.
sunlight spills across
the cluttered kitchen counter
like a cup overturned,
alighting on an array of herbs,
fistfuls of fibrous soldiers in sleek lines
ready for the knife, the pestle,
to be pressed into a pastiche
of protection beneath
the printed green-apple curtains
clinging with the scents of
crushed cloves, bay, and vetiver
carried on the sunny breath
of morning over the
tessellated tile, leftover flour
caught in the cracked one
in the corner
like a powdered kiss.
i met a wraith down by the graveyard gate,
who bid me stay and listen for a while,
and he said, every man shares the same fate,
as he leered behind a bleak, bone-white smile.
only look around you and you will find
both king and pauper rest here in the ground,
souls great and worthless in this space confined,
whether the head was bare or golden-crowned.
those who led a dull life rest right beside
those who spent their whole lives seeking glory,
so heed me, he said, fading in mid-stride,
we all know the end of this old story—
for the fate of man always comes to grief
the same end all, and all our time too brief.
spring spread her apple-green skirts
'cross the coffee-colored earth
and lifted up her leafy head
to the bright sunshine in mirth;
the smitten sun leaned down
to kiss her crown perfumed,
spring blushed beneath the gold glow
and a million flowers bloomed.
he stalked her when the night fell like a black cloak,
so heavy even the moon was masked in the folds.
she was a pale star pressed to endless obsidian.
i'm not afraid of you, she whispered to the darkness.
said the rabbit to the wolf, the shadow replied,
his voice like a dagger unsheathing.
she broke the crown upon his brow with a look, with eyes of ash and iron
and the smoke of the forge curling warm around his sepulcher heart.
the centuries and their sundry sorrows had long since scraped away
his soul song; he had grown used to the swelling silence
and the slow rasp of his steps as he paced his prison, sat upon his stone throne,
and traced the cracks in his waxen hands.
then she slipped into his bleak kingdom like the moon coyly unveiling herself
on a starless night, luminous, velvet-bright, a calla lily on black silk,
a soft serenade that slipped like a dagger between the bone cage of his ribs
and rolled him among t
spring spread her apple-green skirts
'cross the coffee-colored earth
and lifted up her leafy head
to the bright sunshine in mirth;
the smitten sun leaned down
to kiss her crown perfumed,
spring blushed beneath the gold glow
and a million flowers bloomed.
ask and keep asking. let your celestial curiosity
roll from your quick tongue, clever mind ever
turning, seeking. do not accept
their cloying, saccharine replies, their heavy, patronizing
tone, their hot, sticky evasions.
learn to wield knowledge like Michael's sword.
know yours is the more dangerous weapon.
carve your name upon the gates, upon the east,
upon the rising sun in your hallowed hands.
let them whisper that the crown is next.
stand without bowing
like a mountain in a storm, all
proud, chiseled rock, smooth ivory
cold and untouchable
before the howling, battering wind.
discover falling is not much different
from
blood blooms, balloons
in the aortic arch
pressing the supple tissue
with each pulse,
a tender push of atrophy
unraveling the ruddy channel
in a slow dance of decay.
the cardiac muscle constricts
and expands, exalting
in such steady labor
and ignorant of the abnormality,
the aneurysm that threatens
swift exsanguination
with every echoing beat.
the heart ticks on
like a watch unwinding.
heed this, from the hearthstone—
when the rain falls gently
like soft hands strumming
on the soul-roof,
we are but flora and fauna
beneath the water's breath,
beast and bare roots unfurling
between columns of quiet earth
and silk silver-sky.
we wear the salt
of our mother's tears and
the teeth of hope fixed firmly
in our errant hearts,
laid open like lockets,
opaline shells incandescent
with the memory of the moon,
and we remember
where we came from.
we are carved from the earth
in runnels, clay cups
waiting to be filled,
dusty tongues lusting
for a cool kiss and
the caress of nature's hand.
eager, we
the black-glass pond held the moon's
twin tenderly, the soft sigh
of the rushes brushing at the sky
as small beasts feathered the night
with their songs.
how sad my sister must be,
she thought, pale cheek skimming
the cool, welcoming water,
with only the silent stars for company.
tales from a back-alley time machine by Pailei, literature
Literature
tales from a back-alley time machine
accounts, the keeping of
alchemy, his eyes like
apples, forbidden fruit
beggars, reaching arms like
blackbirds, hungry
breadcrumbs, scattered
compasses
currency, the
demons, of
dreams
gallows, golden
honey
lions, roaring
mirrors, of the
moon
pearls, pressed in a smile
relics, of
roses, among the
rushes
spades, king of
thieves, forty
veils, of velvet
youthfulness, the folly of
at the bottom of a woven bowl
tucked under the white porch beams,
tawny strands twine
in the wind's long fingers
in a waving whisper of Spring.
a ruby-ribbed, brown-backed sentinel
sings a sunny song nearby,
a blithe ballad
for the little ones still folded
in their feathered, blue beds.
the forecast says a snowstorm is imminent.
a coyote-cherry sunset
streaked the sky scarlet,
the heavy, brandy-bottle sun
caught fast in the horizon's
bloody jaws;
but still, she came.
soft-footed,
bull's blood blazed
across her pale face,
a bronze arrow plaited
in her hair--
silver-white on silver skin.
winter's child
is full of woe,
endless hunger
is all they know.
mountain princess,
gray-eyed ghost,
a keen jewel caught
on the cold edge
of a blade, she sifted
through the shadow-trees
and shivering fields,
folded in tattered homespun
as the talons of full-dark
swallowed
the last tongues of fire
and the wind carried whispered
warnings to her pearl ear--
turn back, turn ba
at the bottom of a woven bowl
tucked under the white porch beams,
tawny strands twine
in the wind's long fingers
in a waving whisper of Spring.
a ruby-ribbed, brown-backed sentinel
sings a sunny song nearby,
a blithe ballad
for the little ones still folded
in their feathered, blue beds.
the forecast says a snowstorm is imminent.
laden with sky
we stumbled
and painted mockingbirds
on loveless branches
folding in our slender limbs
and ducking under our own
voices, fidgety and frail
against the wall of night.
between the dipping blades
and drawn shoulders
we learned to craft our words
steady-soft,
a drumming rain
that carved canyons
in open hearts and
drew the sunshine to
our supping lips.
keen-eyed, we watched
remembering the weight
of unseeing eyes
and scalding remarks
and we learned to slip
the noose-knots and slide
through the soul-cracks
and somehow
build kingdoms under
upturned noses.
with lyrical uncertainty
and tender determinat
pailei [pā-lā] n.1. a strange human of the female variety who enjoys creative pursuits, including but not limited to: viewing or creating artwork, devouring books, spinning tales, and/or weaving words into fine tapestries some call art. 2. someone who enjoys terrible beauty, meaningful sorrow, mysterious magic, and the general complexities of life.
Current Residence: in my head Favourite style of art: the kind that changes something in me Operating System: scalpel + stitches Skin of choice: flesh Personal Quote: veni mecum
Favourite Books
ALL OF THEM
Favourite Games
life
Favourite Gaming Platform
N64 Oldskool, baby
Tools of the Trade
Photoshop, Word, acrylics, charcoal, a massive collection of tattered notebooks, plain old #2 pencil